Hey, people i know you guys never see me rant for quite some time le.
actually i kept really quiet for this few months and really observe things around me.
and i found out that i had change alot much colder to my family.
not because i hated them but just feeling empty...
well, you guys know about my family right??
all the argument and stuff...
im really really getting over it..
now i hated family gatherings and stuff because my family is just fake..
i ask for a hand and they just watch me from far... without even willing to help me.
and that is what i feel about.
i also think that when i get them things from malaysia they also not grateful to me at all. not even a thank you...
i see their passport expired than i pity them than i go get things for them and they just say "orh"
come on what the fuck is just "orh"
dont they even know basic manners??
instate of saying thank you, my dad say i go malaysia and buy things that he dont like.
WEI!! Altho i dont like you but i still have the heart to buy back for you eat leh!!
you still want to say me like what like that.
im being very filial to you leh.
cant you fucking use your eyes and see.
hais, what to do? To them im like the evil mojojojo to them.
always think that im bad and tell lies and useless.. hais
why is life really hard on me?
Do you guys know that when i enlist to police, my dad said that its because i lousy and i dunno how to study than i go police.
and he also say police is only stupid people do one...
you see!! i didnt ask to do police or sign up for it.
i was just posted there to serve my NS.. and i should be lucky
what so fucking great about army?
dont you guys think that police is so much dangerous then army?
you go to airport and stuff..
who is the one that keep the place in secure... "police"
who catches the bad guys and lock them up?? "police"
so people that thinks police is an easy job, go suck my balls..
its isnt... just that the training is not as tough as army.
now im really glad that im one step closer to moving out of my house.
lets say that the 2 years is a long break to be away from my terrible family.
then when im out, i go to work to move out!!
WHOO HOO!! I really cant wait to do that!!
if i move out i am so going to open like a party or somthing...
to celebrate freedom!! haha..
*NO MORE SHARING NO MORE NAGGING NO MORE ARGUING , JUST ME & PEACE!
and i swear when i go to malaysia i will buy tons and tons of stuff for my grandma :) smile....
i think its really bad of me not to visit her for a long time and i really miss her maybe thurs i will spent my day with her and butter :D
Ah Ma is the best!! :D Smile
Ah Ma misses butter as well.... She likes butter :)Smile
ok la, enough of everything!! im out!!
Peace Out
Keiji
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